Hello Peepos, YTD was a sad day:( hmm, Thanks Pandaa for everytin dat nite:)
Todae woke up 1plus, use comp, go lan, nn now im here. TMW IS OUR NATIONALS SEMI FINAL, I oso dk y, i just cnt focus now although i kn0w tmw game is th biggest picture:(, mind been running thru mani sad thoughts....starting to feel th pressure oready, we just nid to win tmw to plae in th finals on thursdae, tinkin bak of all my mistakes, im realli scared:( i hope i wont disappoint my coach tmw nn th team plus th supporters wit high hope on us:) I hope i be able to put all my problems aside ba, hmm, hope dat i wil be THOMAS BENEDICT MULLER when i woke up tmw ba:D
Hais i tink im a toy for you to plae wit ba, when you dont nid me, you throw mi aside, No matter how hard i try, u tink is no good, no matter how much i done, you tink its not enough, what can i do??? tell mi please! i do anythin for you! what u say,thinks,do really matter alot, ppl said im stupid to hurt myself...and jealousy kills me, but wadeva it is, i still love you for who you are. plesae...its really heart breaking....:(