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Friday, August 27, 2010

Hello Peepos! Todae ws a boring dae, CHU YAN ZHANG you bloodly fxckin gv Ah wei Money for...Present tmw or i sumpa u die. Knn got $50 go use eat eat, kn0w own ppl money dont 1 gv. Gangster wan money from you give give, wit them walk lyk big slot eh? Aku scared siol...PEOPLE PLZ BEWARE! CHU YAN ZHANG is a bloodly mother fxcker liar! 3 girls he loved, he promise to buy them things and go idk where eat, he didnt, cos always before th girl burfdae he say he dont lyk th girl le, say lyk no 1 bunniess. Lyk to use money buy ppl, no money beg lyk beggar. Lyk to bootlick, but still regarded as dog by mani:D....got too mani things say la, spoil my mood nia-.-


Hey you, I LIED....idk why la...i feel dat to you, i am disappearing, slowly i will no longer exsit in your world, hais, really wanna occupied ur whole heart:( seeing other boys...really breaks my heart...:( hais wad to do?? To those around me, sorry if at tymes i annoy you, disturb, and anyhow whack...i just cant focus on anytin, i realised dat after so long, i still love you ttm, please...give me a chance to love you whole heartedly...happily...:(


Sunday, August 22, 2010

Wasting my tyme doin a quiz from Depression Cat blog:D

WHAT WAS YOUR :
1. Last beverage : Ice Lemon Green Tea
2. Last phone call : Tiong Boon
3. Last text message : CuteCute Girl.
4. Last song you listened to : So Big.
5. Last time you cried : National Semi final lost to Victoria.
HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice : Yes.
7. Been cheated on : IDK.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nope.
9. Lost someone special : yes.
10. Been depressed : part of th depression family.
11. Been drunk and threw up :Yes.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS :
12. White
13. Black
14. red
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2010)
15. Made a new friend : im sociable.
16. Fallen out of love : Yeah!.
17. Laughed until you cried : no.
18. Met someone who changed you : YES.
19. Found out who your true friends were : yup.
20. Found out someone was talking about you : Of course...those bastards
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : 100%
23. How many kids do you want? :Dk
24. Do you have any pets : Monkeh.
25. Do you want to change your name : alittle.
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Go 260 celebrate.
27. What time did you wake up today : 11.30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Texting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Her.
30. Last time you saw your Mother : just nw .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : never to have met u at all.
32. What are you listening to right now : Nothin on you.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : yesyes.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now : Benedict Ang Zheng yi
35. Most visited webpage : Facebook. ^^
36. Whats your real name : Benedict Ang Zheng Yi.
37. Nickname : Monkeh/Ang.
39. Zodiac sign : mouse.
40. Male or female : do i look like a female. =.=
41. Primary School : Holy innocentsprimary.
42. Secondary School : sengkang sec.
43. High school/college : underage. haha.
44. Hair colour : black plus little brown .
45. Long or short : Tall:D.
46. Height : 175cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone : you think?
48: What do you like about yourself : everything. except 1tin
49. Piercings : uhuh.
50. Tattoos : Mayb.
51. Righty or lefty : ?
52. First surgery : -
53. First piercing : ear
54. First best friend : Julian.
55. First sport you joined : Soccer.
56. First vacation : malaysia
58. First pair of trainers : wd?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating : Beef patties
60. Drinking : Syliva.
61. I'm about to : Slip.
62. Listening to : fall for you.
63. Waiting for : My Dream cum true.
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids : donoe.
65. Get married : dk.
66. Career : CID/Soccer.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes : lips.
68. Hugs or kisses : both.
69. Shorter or taller : taller.
70. Older or Younger : younger. .
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : hah, both?
73. Sensitive or loud : sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship : Anytin, as long i happy!
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : no.
77. Drank hard liquor : Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts : I got good eyes:D.
79. Sex on first date : insane.
80. Broken someone's heart :is Feeling consider as heart?.
82. Been arrested : Yup.
83. Turned someone down : uh.
84. Cried when someone died : Godfather nn 2nd uncle. ):
85. Fallen for a friend : Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
86. Yourself : Sometymes.
87. Miracles : No.
88. Love at first sight : it happened to me once befre.
89. Heaven : yes.
90. Santa Claus : i don even see santa claus.
91. Kiss on the first date : see how it goes:0
92. Angels : yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : Nope.
95. Did you sing today : yes...all day!
96. Ever cheated on somebody : no, im truthful.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: To th tyme when she is hot and friendly, 1st tyme we met.
98. The moment you would choose to relive : ?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : sumtymes.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths : NOPE, 10000% TRUTH:D.
Answer truthfully thank you.
Ever had a near death experience? : Yes, Fall and hit my head on metal pole black out.
Where’s your cell phone? : in my room.
What is the last thing you thought about?: Her.
Do you regret anything?: alot uh!.
What are you going to do this weekend? : TRAIN SOCCER.
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? : Just now.
Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy? : both.
Who would you like your next “fling” to be with? : huh.
Would you curse in front of your parents? : yes, i don't care.
Would you rather go to a party or out of town? : out of town when im depressed, but party when i happy:D
Are you slowly drifting away from someone close? : yes, till now:(.
Who can you tell everything to? : Ah Wei.
Can you play guitar hero? : hw to play lol.
is any part of your body sore? : Yes, my legs.
missing someone right now? : Yes, badly.
is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? : YES.
Last alcohol beverage you drank? : Carlsberg
Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex? : Yes.
If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick? : Alot ley, 1alone cant bring complete happniess.
What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say? : Mine is Catergory.
Met anyone new in the past week? : Nope.
What does your bestfriends call you? :ANG.
Who was the last person to go to the movies with you? : Erm alot ley.
Are you currently fighting with someone? : yes, me me me.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? : HUH?.
Who/What would you like to see right now? : HER:D.
Are you mad at someone right now? : yes.
What’s the nicest text in your inbox say? : Really? Call him go die la.:D You cry uh? Dont cry la. Haiyo. Smile Boy:D.
Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone? : Cell Phone.
Is there an empty place in your heart? : Nope.
Do you count down the days till anything? : i dun understand.
Are you looking forward to something as of right now? : Yes! turn hot...
Anyone told you a secret this week? : yes.
Do you ever turn your cell phone off? : sliping.
Do you hate anyone? : i don think so.
When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry? : dk.
Did you tell someone something today? : Yes, "Insertname" you beri pretty, must SMILE:D.
Do you trust people easily? : depends.
What were you doing at 9pm last Friday night? : At home tuitoin.
Now , tag 10 of your friends to let them continue with it :)anyone.


POOR ME:(
Saturday, August 21, 2010

HAIS, Im beri Poor, and Sad now, depressed. For some reasons, i still cant forget "Insertname" Th harder i try, th deeper i fall for you...hais. Lifeless cycling keep me away from doing crazy things...when theres a mixture of cold and hot, it will be th tyme u suffer most,...get th rite choice


Rest In Peace
Thursday, August 19, 2010

Fine, I Rest in your coldness, smile in your hottescy:D


Fxck da
Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Happy moments end so fast! FXCK DA...PISSED OFF NOW. Eh Fxck Off? SAD SAD SAD, SAD AGAIN:(

TRYING,OPEN YOUR HEART AND GIVE ME DAT CHANCE PLEAE...


HAPPY HAPPY:D!
Monday, August 16, 2010

Hello! Todae in skol sianz 1st, dn go YOV! Waaa shiock uh! Keep disturb th officer Wan Ning:D hahahaha! She good la....durin Yov alot of things happen, fun....best parts is when leaving dat tyme, write reflection, WAN NING FORCE PEOPLE WRITE GOOD THINGS BOUT HER LOR! IN THE END SHE OWNSELF WRITE WAN NING IS A EXTREMELY CARING, KIND,HELPFUL blablabla...Dn jiu say byebye le! On bus....Ah Hui ah!, le jia ba buay? Damn funneh kept disturb tai wee, after dat joke wit darren all, dn Mr Soh force mi sit infront cos tok too much XD! Dn lucky infront me got 1 Pontianak(YOU SHOULD KN0W WHO YOU ARE!) Adeline, Anna nn ryan, we keep tok ghost story, th story told by MISS PONTIANAK most drama and funny! love her story! They Four really made my day! Of course wit those jokes from Taiwee nn Darren la, You rocks man! Never laughed so hard for quite sumtyme...hope everydae lyk dat ba:D....
Hmm Miss Pontianak, dont die so early eh, i dont wanna she you kana rap white white 1:(


SianZ..., till you're smart:)
Saturday, August 14, 2010

"Treat People the way you wanted to be treated back" Mouse:D

Hello, todae damn sian, mornin go trainin, after dat plaza sing for lesson, go bak sk, go tai wee house, plae soccer, sim broke hys toe, Takecare bro. dn go lan. dn bak here. I dont wanna be a dumb ass too, so please dont make mi lyk 1....CID, my future! dats all bye:D


COMMON TEST SUXS!
Thursday, August 12, 2010

Hello Peepos! todae slip lyk pig in th test...after skol go bak slip again, later went lan, dn blue hall for soccer, 8.45 bussed bak, cb got 1 ah neh girl step cute sia! when reachin interchange left mi, th ah neh driver nn th girl, red lite, she drop key, bend down wanna show LONGKANG SIA! EEE, dn tok so sweet wit th driver! suxky scene! hmm now read history awhile jiu wan slip ba....hais

SAD SIA! SEEING THE PERSON YOU LOVE, LOVE SOME1 ELSE! BUT WHAT CAN YOU DO?:( I SOMETYMES DONT KN0W WHY GOD MADE US WIT FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER...IT MADE SOME HAPPY SOME SAD...MY CASE SAD! :( HEART PAIN!!! HOW I WISH I WAS HEARTLESS, MEGAN FOXS OR FELECIA CHIN COULD HALLA AT ME! IT DOESENT MEAN A THING, COS NOTHING COMPARES TO TH JOY YOU BRING:) MY HEART IS SOOOO BIG! FULL OF DIFFERENT FEELINGS. I LOVE YOU TTM! YOUR SMILE IS HEAVEN.


FML
Monday, August 9, 2010

FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML! YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU........................
Tmw goin for elite trainin:D Hais, damn damn damn losing self control now man, on th line of losing everytin, includin some frenship i guess??and i learn sumtyme from my bro story, treat ppl well when they treat you well, or you regret not treating them well when th leave. FML!


If i could turn bak tyme, i would make sure i never get to kn0w you, cos once i do, i fall for you all over again, I wanted to forget you, but when i stare at th walls, i tink about th last tyme, we had a good tyme....really hard, and i dont kn0w wads my fxcking problem now losing control, making ppl start to hate me, goin into wild thoughts...why you changed overnite??? WHY WHY WHY??? You were not lyk dat b4...mayb you are too stress?? well i will break th promise of doing th 1 thing, i promise myself never to do. But it takes tyme i guess....fallin into deep hell....i shall rest in peace till its tyme to rise again:( Cos dat will be th tyme you nid mi as a toy again, dn throwing aside later when you dont nid me, but i dont mind cos no one cn replace th scar you made on my heart oready:D


WHO AM I?
Friday, August 6, 2010

Hi Ppl, won 3rd in nationals:D for more information go to www.redsports.com.sg its over for me in cdivision, moving up to b soon:D. things i do tys days are crazy la. nn girl....hais, ppl starts to think i hopeless yea? well let it be cos i seriously dk my trueself and....

Crawling in my skin,
Tys wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how i fall,
Confusing wad is real,
There's somethin inside me dat pulls me beneath th suface,
Consuming,confusing,
Tys lack of self control i feel is never ending,
Controlling, i cant seem to my myself again,
My walls are closing in,
Without th sense of confidence,
Im conviinced there's just too much pressure to take,
I felt tys way before, so insecure,
Discomfort endlessy pulled itself upon me,
Distracting,Reacting,
Against my will, i stand beside my own reflection,
It's haunting, how i cant seem to find myself again.

Hais,....still love you:D





Sorry Coach
Monday, August 2, 2010

KANINABU CHAO CHEEE BAI! We lost on penalties to Victoria to day after 1-1 at normal tyme. Sorry Coach, let u down, kn0w u did alot for us and not all of us died for you. Rest assure we get th 3rd for u. Hais, felt so useless now......


Half Th pressures here.
Sunday, August 1, 2010

Hello Peepos, YTD was a sad day:( hmm, Thanks Pandaa for everytin dat nite:)

Todae woke up 1plus, use comp, go lan, nn now im here. TMW IS OUR NATIONALS SEMI FINAL, I oso dk y, i just cnt focus now although i kn0w tmw game is th biggest picture:(, mind been running thru mani sad thoughts....starting to feel th pressure oready, we just nid to win tmw to plae in th finals on thursdae, tinkin bak of all my mistakes, im realli scared:( i hope i wont disappoint my coach tmw nn th team plus th supporters wit high hope on us:) I hope i be able to put all my problems aside ba, hmm, hope dat i wil be THOMAS BENEDICT MULLER when i woke up tmw ba:D

Hais i tink im a toy for you to plae wit ba, when you dont nid me, you throw mi aside, No matter how hard i try, u tink is no good, no matter how much i done, you tink its not enough, what can i do??? tell mi please! i do anythin for you! what u say,thinks,do really matter alot, ppl said im stupid to hurt myself...and jealousy kills me, but wadeva it is, i still love you for who you are. plesae...its really heart breaking....:(


MONKEHBEN
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BENEDICT

Hello, My name's Benedict.
14, 1st cried on 2nd April, 96.
18&11 is what i am. Soccer is my life.
Currently studying at SKSS.
Part of Depression Family,(DEPRESSION DOG)
Im th damn owner of this blog. Spam? Leave ur name. Lastly, have a nice stay(:
---------------------------------------- MY NEEDS .
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Kai Boon, Kenny, Varick, Malcolm, Myron, Guo An, Brandon Wee.
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